I think that I have been blessed with a lot of talents. I would not want to give a single one of them up! This post however will not be dedicated to singing my praises of all that I can do. No, this post is all about something I am terrible at. Something I desperately want to be better at. Something I WISH was a talent of mine.
I wish I was a better housewife...or homemaker, domestic goddess, CEO of "home"land security...you get the idea.
The thing is, I get tired. Really tired. MS has seen to that. I also get really dizzy...thank you again MS. I can't even unload or load the dishwasher without becoming nauseas from getting dizzy. And sweeping the floor, forget about it.
I want so badly to have a clean house for The Artist to come home to every day after work. I want my home to be in order when friends come over. I don't want my children to think it is normal to have dirty dishes in the sink and crumbs on the floor. I don't want to be the lady that gets the show "Hoarders" called on to rescue her family.
I do my best, but I must admit that my house typically gets the better of me. Laundry is my nemesis. The bathrooms refuse to clean themselves (the nerve!). And no matter how many toys I get rid of, there always seems to be an army ready to take their place. It gets very overwhelming.
I'm writing this down not to get sympathy...I DETEST sympathy. I'm writing this so when my children are older, they will know that I tried. That I did the best that I could. I gave 110% to my duties as a housewife. Mr. Smarty Pants, Sweet Boy, and Cute Girl, I'm sorry that your clean clothes can only be found folded up in a laundry hamper on my floor. I'm sorry that our van is typically littered with "stuff". I'm so sorry that I could not "do it all" for you. I love you!